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Thanks for you kind words! Since I last wrote I had a good think before looking at counseling and my partner and I have a good heart to heart. It seems my partner has been down because he lost his father 5 years ago and when I push him away he feels very alone.

Most of the time i am very incontrol and sometimes when I need looking after, he dosnt know how to help, but thats okay us girls go though so much and its hard for men to understand all the time.

We have been very loving again, but when we have sex, intercourse hurts, this is a recent thing. Ive been diagnosed with polycystic ovaries, and had a smear test and my doctor said that indeed my cerfix is very tight - might be something to do with polycystic ovaries. Now I have to wait 5/6 weeks for a Gyno appointment.

So all this must be to do with the hormones, around my period I can be very moody and irritable - but im trying to overcome that and listen and enjoy things more.

Also do u recommend I go to see a private gyno - as 6 weeks anything can happen (bit worried)

thanks again
x m