Thank you so much Pat for all of your kind comments. I really appreciate your support and I know now that I am not all alone with this.
We went to the mountains where we have been going for many years and where we have lots of friends and we are both much better now. I think that this isolation and not having a loving support network where we have been living for the last four years has been getting us into a very difficult space emotionally. My husband is like a completely different person here: full of considence, energy, happy, efficient in his work. He is almost the opposite person. I am also feeling so much better myself. Can long term isolation and not having loving people around make on so down psychologically?