My boyfriend is doing the same thing ... Its breaking my heart . I feel I am m not good enough ; basically he has taken my self esteem from me . The last few times we were even making out(3 different times )he said negative things about my body ..once each time..making 3 hurtfull comments and now he shows no interest at all . I just need to feel wanted and not rejected . It hurts soooo much that I cant concentrate on simple things or see movies with scenes of love ,because I want sooo bad to feel that apperication and to feel wanted.
Im sorry your feeling like this .... Its the worst :( hes far from perfect and I see his soul and his body and It makes him perfect .. And it feels like all he sees are all my imperfections .
I have tried to talk to him ...told him it hurts me a LOT .He refuses to communicate most of the time so I have no clue whats going on .I get aoooo mad at myself for trying over and over again ..... I just get shoot down ,and If I show emotion (even when I try to hide it calmy) he gets frusturated at me . I dont know what to do ..I cant be in a loving relationship when there is no intimacy ...I feel depressed all day every day and hate when I look in the mirror now ,it feels like every Inch of me is a flaw . Im not obese just over weight and I cant do anythibg but see myself as a waste of space.
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My boyfriend is doing the same thing ... Its breaking my heart . I feel I am m not good enough ; basically he has taken my self esteem from me . The last few times we were even making out(3 different times )he said negative things about my body ..once each time..making 3 hurtfull comments and now he shows no interest at all . I just need to feel wanted and not rejected . It hurts soooo much that I cant concentrate on simple things or see movies with scenes of love ,because I want sooo bad to feel that apperication and to feel wanted.
July 20, 2015 - 8:30pmIm sorry your feeling like this .... Its the worst :( hes far from perfect and I see his soul and his body and It makes him perfect .. And it feels like all he sees are all my imperfections .
I have tried to talk to him ...told him it hurts me a LOT .He refuses to communicate most of the time so I have no clue whats going on .I get aoooo mad at myself for trying over and over again ..... I just get shoot down ,and If I show emotion (even when I try to hide it calmy) he gets frusturated at me . I dont know what to do ..I cant be in a loving relationship when there is no intimacy ...I feel depressed all day every day and hate when I look in the mirror now ,it feels like every Inch of me is a flaw . Im not obese just over weight and I cant do anythibg but see myself as a waste of space.
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