Hi Francene
Thanks for your comment. It doesn't sound like you have the type of doctor who understands and supports you. I know how hard it can be, each day is a really struggle, some days I am better than others.
I have family and freinds however I don't share my situation with them as I feel embrassed and I don't want the attention.
I have been thinking a lot about my depression when did start and why? I am not sure sure I think it is started to my childhood my father is an alcoholic so my childhood was always full of drama and the next bout of drinking, screaming and abuse. One doctor I was seeing in 2008 said that I had potentially lved with high cortisol levels for the most part of my life due to the environment I was brought up in, constantly in flight and fright mode.
My first bout of depression was in 1995 and it was triggers by a poor business decision/investment that my husband (seperated now) and I made and we lose a lot of money including our house. I never seem to have gotten over the fact that I made some really poor decisions and each time I seem to start to get ahead something happens and I go backwards again financially. I still don't have my own home, I bearing earn effort to pay my bills.
Enought about me, let me know about you? I live in Sydney Australia, were are u?
Today is Aust Day we have a public holiday back to work tomorrow.
Catherine
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Hi Francene
January 25, 2010 - 9:07pmThanks for your comment. It doesn't sound like you have the type of doctor who understands and supports you. I know how hard it can be, each day is a really struggle, some days I am better than others.
I have family and freinds however I don't share my situation with them as I feel embrassed and I don't want the attention.
I have been thinking a lot about my depression when did start and why? I am not sure sure I think it is started to my childhood my father is an alcoholic so my childhood was always full of drama and the next bout of drinking, screaming and abuse. One doctor I was seeing in 2008 said that I had potentially lved with high cortisol levels for the most part of my life due to the environment I was brought up in, constantly in flight and fright mode.
My first bout of depression was in 1995 and it was triggers by a poor business decision/investment that my husband (seperated now) and I made and we lose a lot of money including our house. I never seem to have gotten over the fact that I made some really poor decisions and each time I seem to start to get ahead something happens and I go backwards again financially. I still don't have my own home, I bearing earn effort to pay my bills.
Enought about me, let me know about you? I live in Sydney Australia, were are u?
Today is Aust Day we have a public holiday back to work tomorrow.
Catherine
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