Thank you so much, for your helpful words, as today is very hard, I spent my ride into work crying the whole way. Its hard when you don't have support or help and when the guy you thought was a true love turns his back on you it hurts.
I left him before when he wasn't ready to be in a relationship and when he came back I told him if he is not ready then to just leave me alone. He gave me the speak about being ready wanting to build things with me and my daughter. He even took it to another level saying that, once I get my tubes untied we could have child. I was beyond excited at the possibilities. I mean we both have great career and have great income. So it would have been great. Then he changed.
I had trust issues and smothered him a little. I took up way to much of his space, and I think I play a huge part of him wanting to be out of the relationship, other then him being immature and wanting other women. :(. I can honestly admit to my fault in it.
Its just very hard, because he lives 3 blocks from my house, and I know he is already seeing other women. He is denying this of course.
Just like his beyond rude comment on Saturday telling me "he has love for all not an individual". He was responding to me telling him I love him and he loves me. The above was his response. I was so hurt, by it but he has said some very rude things threw out the relationship.
No contact helps me because every time I speak with him, I give him more and more power. I have to take me back and take my power back.
I having a horrible day missing the guy I fell in love with. I honestly feel very alone. Sorry to sound so weak. :(
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Hey Sweety,
Thank you so much, for your helpful words, as today is very hard, I spent my ride into work crying the whole way. Its hard when you don't have support or help and when the guy you thought was a true love turns his back on you it hurts.
I left him before when he wasn't ready to be in a relationship and when he came back I told him if he is not ready then to just leave me alone. He gave me the speak about being ready wanting to build things with me and my daughter. He even took it to another level saying that, once I get my tubes untied we could have child. I was beyond excited at the possibilities. I mean we both have great career and have great income. So it would have been great. Then he changed.
I had trust issues and smothered him a little. I took up way to much of his space, and I think I play a huge part of him wanting to be out of the relationship, other then him being immature and wanting other women. :(. I can honestly admit to my fault in it.
June 14, 2010 - 9:12amIts just very hard, because he lives 3 blocks from my house, and I know he is already seeing other women. He is denying this of course.
Just like his beyond rude comment on Saturday telling me "he has love for all not an individual". He was responding to me telling him I love him and he loves me. The above was his response. I was so hurt, by it but he has said some very rude things threw out the relationship.
No contact helps me because every time I speak with him, I give him more and more power. I have to take me back and take my power back.
I having a horrible day missing the guy I fell in love with. I honestly feel very alone. Sorry to sound so weak. :(
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