My girlfriend of four years just broke up with me 2 months ago. She was my soul mate in every way. I love her with all my heart ands soul and I am destroyed. The pain sometimes is unbearable. I am taking anxiety meds and although my dr. prescribed anti depressants, I have yet to take them, although I may start because the depression is not fading at all. No sleep at night. Feelings of just existing. One of the worst parts of this whole thing is not only the loss of my best friend and lover, but the loss of our future together. We had planned on spending our future together all the way to old age. Now when I look forward, I see NOTHING. I have no reason for existing. All is numb. This is easily the most painful thing that I have ever gone through in my life. I cry at the slightest thought of her or I will see someone who reminds me of her or has the same body shape or even just seeing two people holding hands and being in love will send me into a deep all day depression. This sucks.
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My girlfriend of four years just broke up with me 2 months ago. She was my soul mate in every way. I love her with all my heart ands soul and I am destroyed. The pain sometimes is unbearable. I am taking anxiety meds and although my dr. prescribed anti depressants, I have yet to take them, although I may start because the depression is not fading at all. No sleep at night. Feelings of just existing. One of the worst parts of this whole thing is not only the loss of my best friend and lover, but the loss of our future together. We had planned on spending our future together all the way to old age. Now when I look forward, I see NOTHING. I have no reason for existing. All is numb. This is easily the most painful thing that I have ever gone through in my life. I cry at the slightest thought of her or I will see someone who reminds me of her or has the same body shape or even just seeing two people holding hands and being in love will send me into a deep all day depression. This sucks.
October 31, 2011 - 1:56pmThis Comment
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