No, to answer your question, he did not penetrate me, and I am sure of that. We were extremely controlled for the most part, just stupid and caught up in the moment, but very respectful of how far was too far.
You dont know how much your reply means to me, I feel like maybe I can actually breath now, which is the biggest improvement of my life in the past few weeks. I feel like I can make it through step by step, and I'm just going to focus on the next one: getting a test.
Unfortunately, because I'm home for the summer, I live in an very very small Christian-orientated town, and I couldnt drive out of town to get a pregnancy test today without going to a local store, which isnt a possibility because everyone here is extremely judgemental and the fact that I bought a test would spread like wildfire.
So I'm going to try and go tomorrow, maybe even go to our own local walmart if I have to and try to be as quick and unnoticed as possible and self-checkout. This kind of mindset is exactly WHY so so many girls in our town are pregnant and unable to go to school etc. My town is just so against their youth having knowledge about sex or anything like it because its so taboo. I myself should have known that my activity required a condom for safety.
And no, I dont have a friend here that I could talk to about it, but I may reach out to a college friend soon.
Thank you again for your replies, I will update as soon as I can get a test. b
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No, to answer your question, he did not penetrate me, and I am sure of that. We were extremely controlled for the most part, just stupid and caught up in the moment, but very respectful of how far was too far.
You dont know how much your reply means to me, I feel like maybe I can actually breath now, which is the biggest improvement of my life in the past few weeks. I feel like I can make it through step by step, and I'm just going to focus on the next one: getting a test.
Unfortunately, because I'm home for the summer, I live in an very very small Christian-orientated town, and I couldnt drive out of town to get a pregnancy test today without going to a local store, which isnt a possibility because everyone here is extremely judgemental and the fact that I bought a test would spread like wildfire.
So I'm going to try and go tomorrow, maybe even go to our own local walmart if I have to and try to be as quick and unnoticed as possible and self-checkout. This kind of mindset is exactly WHY so so many girls in our town are pregnant and unable to go to school etc. My town is just so against their youth having knowledge about sex or anything like it because its so taboo. I myself should have known that my activity required a condom for safety.
And no, I dont have a friend here that I could talk to about it, but I may reach out to a college friend soon.
Thank you again for your replies, I will update as soon as I can get a test. b
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