I am very sure he is not cheating, like i say he is just not that kind of person. I really dont think he is gay, i have accused him of this before probably in our second year together and a few times since then but i dont really believe this plus i have caught him masturbating to girl on girl porn and all of his porn is girls.
I think the worse part at the moment is that i know if i mention it or show how angry i am (i think the anger stems from the other negative emotions and it comes out as anger because i dont initially feel angry) he is going to just feel awful for making me feel that way
and then pressured to do it so i feel like i cant show him anything negative relating to our sex life. I have to pretend im sweet as and everythings all good so if and when he wants to its because he wants to not because he feels he has to to keep me happy.
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I am very sure he is not cheating, like i say he is just not that kind of person. I really dont think he is gay, i have accused him of this before probably in our second year together and a few times since then but i dont really believe this plus i have caught him masturbating to girl on girl porn and all of his porn is girls.
July 24, 2010 - 3:44pmI think the worse part at the moment is that i know if i mention it or show how angry i am (i think the anger stems from the other negative emotions and it comes out as anger because i dont initially feel angry) he is going to just feel awful for making me feel that way
and then pressured to do it so i feel like i cant show him anything negative relating to our sex life. I have to pretend im sweet as and everythings all good so if and when he wants to its because he wants to not because he feels he has to to keep me happy.
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