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I feel like I am losing my mind, like I'm no good of a person being in this poor state of mind. I can't pinpoint what is going on and likewise I am seeking medical help to be diagnosed or to be helped. I too have gone absolutely crazy throwing things, breaking things, screaming, crying, at times laughing because I just didn't know whether to be mad happy or sad. My husband has been patient and not so understanding but nonetheless patient with my crazy behavior. I don't know what is wrong and I feel like a child doing adult things. Ok very afraid my husband will leave because he can't handle another child to look after. There is a history of mental disorder on my mothers side and I'm so afraid I will be the crazy person I always thought and refused to grow up and be. Why is this happening to me and why can't I be or feel normal? I've not been suicidal or ever tried but I have said it aloud out of anger but never acted upon it as I'm scared to death of what would become of my children. Any tips or answers would be great, I'm just at a loss here with all of this at first I thought it was depression from postpartum but my daughter is 14 months already and I just believe that my it would have been ok by now?