I wrote earlier about the problems in my relationship. Sense then I was forced to leave. My boyfriend of 4 years went farther then just abandon me in the bedroom. I was so caught up with not having any affection that I didnt notice that he was slowly pushing me out of his life even going as far as lying to his school mates & brother he had not seen for 5 years. None of them know who I am or that I was supporting him. On Christmas eve his brother invited a women for my boyfriend to date to dinner, I was not invited to dinner because his brother did not know I even existed. When I found out about it later that night we began to fight he called the police and said I was crazy and tried to hit him, I was forced out of the home that is in my name including the utilities, everything that I own is still there & because we had just moved there from out of state I had to go back to Arizona after not being there for over a year I did not have a place to stay and I still don't. This happened 1 month ago. He now has slept with 4 women that I know of in my bed that is still in my apartment and he brags about it daily on My space, Pof, Facebook & ashley Madison. So clearly my relationship had more problems then just intimacy I was just in love with him and blinded to the realization of what it really was.
But I have been left feeling un waanted, worthless, lonely & un loved on top of him holding my property threatening to throw it away if I try to come back & dealing with not having anywhere to live. I just keep telling myself some good has to come out of this I'm just waiting for the day it does.
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I wrote earlier about the problems in my relationship. Sense then I was forced to leave. My boyfriend of 4 years went farther then just abandon me in the bedroom. I was so caught up with not having any affection that I didnt notice that he was slowly pushing me out of his life even going as far as lying to his school mates & brother he had not seen for 5 years. None of them know who I am or that I was supporting him. On Christmas eve his brother invited a women for my boyfriend to date to dinner, I was not invited to dinner because his brother did not know I even existed. When I found out about it later that night we began to fight he called the police and said I was crazy and tried to hit him, I was forced out of the home that is in my name including the utilities, everything that I own is still there & because we had just moved there from out of state I had to go back to Arizona after not being there for over a year I did not have a place to stay and I still don't. This happened 1 month ago. He now has slept with 4 women that I know of in my bed that is still in my apartment and he brags about it daily on My space, Pof, Facebook & ashley Madison. So clearly my relationship had more problems then just intimacy I was just in love with him and blinded to the realization of what it really was.
February 12, 2016 - 4:20pmBut I have been left feeling un waanted, worthless, lonely & un loved on top of him holding my property threatening to throw it away if I try to come back & dealing with not having anywhere to live. I just keep telling myself some good has to come out of this I'm just waiting for the day it does.
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