No I suppose I'm the stereotype bpd in that I push everyone away so they can never hurt me. I should really go and see my gp again but I just can't face any of it right now. My only friend is the shiny new needles I've just been out and bought. My partner found the only one I had left just before new year. Suppose it kept me alive a bit longer. I don't think I'll ever die. I think I have so much evil and badness in me that no matter what I do it won't let me die. As if I'm a host it needs to survive itself maybe.
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No I suppose I'm the stereotype bpd in that I push everyone away so they can never hurt me. I should really go and see my gp again but I just can't face any of it right now. My only friend is the shiny new needles I've just been out and bought. My partner found the only one I had left just before new year. Suppose it kept me alive a bit longer. I don't think I'll ever die. I think I have so much evil and badness in me that no matter what I do it won't let me die. As if I'm a host it needs to survive itself maybe.
January 4, 2011 - 5:31pmThis Comment
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