I am 30 years old a white male when it first happened I was taking a medication called rivotrill aka tamazapam and clonazapan colonopin and primidone. At first when it happened we all thought drug induced amneisia it's been months I am off of it all. Doctors are like your fine I have had a MRI I've even been told no longer bipolar etc and sleep I have sleep apnea yes. Here comes the catch though I weighed originally 347 pounds smoked diped etc ( no I don't have cancer no copd) now I weigh 243 but I am very thin looking. It should of not arisen then if it was sleep apnea, this is what happens and it happens everyday. I go to sleep ( it doesn't matter what you do it happens) I wake up I know it's going to happen so when I wake up before I open my eyes I repeat when you open your eyes on 3 you are awake your in your house one two then I don't say 3 I repeat one your fixing to wake up 2 prepare 3 it won't last long one two 3 open my eyes it starts to count down from 5 seconds to 15 bam memory loss maximum you can in a weird way ask me to spell world backwards etc run any test you wish ask me math questions I'll get them right but mentally random music is playing I start recalling dreams the confusion begins to amplify the remembrance of dreams triggers the worse effect ever it will make it not last seconds try 26 minutes hell on earth sometimes even not a outer body expirence but splitting I can be in the kitchen seeing through my normal vision but also watching my parents and sometimes it's as if I am awake I feel and my brain one side is working but the other has fallen a sleep. And the worst part is stress? I have died when i was 16 had a full nde unfortunately truthfully I'm not paid to lie about it I went to hell. Anyways it's simmular kind of. ' no not dmt' in the effects of the terror it inflicts imagine you have a panic attack to the point it is beyond depersonalizitaion deralization to the point you are mentally gone surely your theyre people think your fine but simply your not theyre the worse is the split as I like to call it. Look I used to be a phych patient I am personally even friends with a few psychiatrist no one knows what it is neither do i. But the split is crazy you can't even explain it it doesn't allways happen but when it does I scream fu$$ help me I'll face downwards it then happens I can talk but I am in two separate places that is terrifying then bam back to one you just want to call 911 much like the first time some one has a panic attack. I've had thousands of panic attacks this makes a panic attack panicky trust me what ever it is also not only seems to be me. I read about it in forums etc but doctors overlook it. It's not sleep drunkness or sleep paralysis I have had sleep paralysis as a child twice it's terrifying but it seems 100% real but this is something I've never had never seen and it seems to be spreading to others. If they're was a cluster we could figure it out. But when phychiatrist think it's a joke neurologist can't find anything and it's not sleep apnea explain that please. Ps before any doctors nurses etc chime in half of my family is doctors some are specialists. This is stupid what ever is going on has 0 cause it's not colonopin not sleep apnea not a mental disorder then what is it honestly lol? It never last past 30 minutes ever normal time 15 most shortest 10 minutes the after effects are so traumatic you never even get over the first one. Peace
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I am 30 years old a white male when it first happened I was taking a medication called rivotrill aka tamazapam and clonazapan colonopin and primidone. At first when it happened we all thought drug induced amneisia it's been months I am off of it all. Doctors are like your fine I have had a MRI I've even been told no longer bipolar etc and sleep I have sleep apnea yes. Here comes the catch though I weighed originally 347 pounds smoked diped etc ( no I don't have cancer no copd) now I weigh 243 but I am very thin looking. It should of not arisen then if it was sleep apnea, this is what happens and it happens everyday. I go to sleep ( it doesn't matter what you do it happens) I wake up I know it's going to happen so when I wake up before I open my eyes I repeat when you open your eyes on 3 you are awake your in your house one two then I don't say 3 I repeat one your fixing to wake up 2 prepare 3 it won't last long one two 3 open my eyes it starts to count down from 5 seconds to 15 bam memory loss maximum you can in a weird way ask me to spell world backwards etc run any test you wish ask me math questions I'll get them right but mentally random music is playing I start recalling dreams the confusion begins to amplify the remembrance of dreams triggers the worse effect ever it will make it not last seconds try 26 minutes hell on earth sometimes even not a outer body expirence but splitting I can be in the kitchen seeing through my normal vision but also watching my parents and sometimes it's as if I am awake I feel and my brain one side is working but the other has fallen a sleep. And the worst part is stress? I have died when i was 16 had a full nde unfortunately truthfully I'm not paid to lie about it I went to hell. Anyways it's simmular kind of. ' no not dmt' in the effects of the terror it inflicts imagine you have a panic attack to the point it is beyond depersonalizitaion deralization to the point you are mentally gone surely your theyre people think your fine but simply your not theyre the worse is the split as I like to call it. Look I used to be a phych patient I am personally even friends with a few psychiatrist no one knows what it is neither do i. But the split is crazy you can't even explain it it doesn't allways happen but when it does I scream fu$$ help me I'll face downwards it then happens I can talk but I am in two separate places that is terrifying then bam back to one you just want to call 911 much like the first time some one has a panic attack. I've had thousands of panic attacks this makes a panic attack panicky trust me what ever it is also not only seems to be me. I read about it in forums etc but doctors overlook it. It's not sleep drunkness or sleep paralysis I have had sleep paralysis as a child twice it's terrifying but it seems 100% real but this is something I've never had never seen and it seems to be spreading to others. If they're was a cluster we could figure it out. But when phychiatrist think it's a joke neurologist can't find anything and it's not sleep apnea explain that please. Ps before any doctors nurses etc chime in half of my family is doctors some are specialists. This is stupid what ever is going on has 0 cause it's not colonopin not sleep apnea not a mental disorder then what is it honestly lol? It never last past 30 minutes ever normal time 15 most shortest 10 minutes the after effects are so traumatic you never even get over the first one. Peace
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