Hi Alison Beaver,
Thank you for taking your time in reading my paranoid comment; because I really was. Now, I'm better because of all of you that helped me.
...yes, I wasn't ready. After the happened things, he felt so guilty for making me do something that he kept asking, which I wasn't ready, he told me in the same day. He was mad at himself. But, I told him that it was a decision that we both made.
And there's no doubt that I was afraid in having sex with him (not because of him, it's because of getting pregnant and maybe loosing my virginity or the fear he'd leave me after it); it would sound weird, but I made him change the condom twice. He also asked himself of the why he couldn't penetrate me, because he tried several times and not even with lubricant. Sometimes I think, I should have waited more time, for letting it to his imagination.
Once again, Thank you for helping me. I'm extremely grateful with you. Maybe, I will have more quesions more ahead, I just hope to not bother you a lot :) Thank you!!! :)
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Hi Alison Beaver,
March 3, 2011 - 4:21pmThank you for taking your time in reading my paranoid comment; because I really was. Now, I'm better because of all of you that helped me.
...yes, I wasn't ready. After the happened things, he felt so guilty for making me do something that he kept asking, which I wasn't ready, he told me in the same day. He was mad at himself. But, I told him that it was a decision that we both made.
And there's no doubt that I was afraid in having sex with him (not because of him, it's because of getting pregnant and maybe loosing my virginity or the fear he'd leave me after it); it would sound weird, but I made him change the condom twice. He also asked himself of the why he couldn't penetrate me, because he tried several times and not even with lubricant. Sometimes I think, I should have waited more time, for letting it to his imagination.
Once again, Thank you for helping me. I'm extremely grateful with you. Maybe, I will have more quesions more ahead, I just hope to not bother you a lot :) Thank you!!! :)
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