we are going on our 3 year anniversary, and I'm already one foot out the door, I have real men who desire to be with me and beg me to call them, ( so I know i still have it) while i'm with the man I love who is no longer interested in making love to me. Firstly I knew he watched porn but I thought it was because he was single, now he watches it for hours per day wanking twice a day. His underwear is always full of seamen as if he's been having a lot of sex, it's GROSS, he even shoots it all over the couch blanket MY COUCH BLANKET, Yet He still calls me pet names, and may reach over to give me a dry kiss but that is as far as it gets. we went from having sex 2 times a day to 2 times a month to now 3 months of no sex. He will be 40 years old in a couple of months, it's sad because I have decided to start pulling myself away, not doing for him the things I use to do to help keep him comfortable from working, he never had to do for himself at home cause I did it all for him, NO MORE. I use to have earth shattering orgasms, any man would be proud of, I take very good care of my private area to ashore it is taught and in excellent shape. But I refuse to live my life being rejected specially when I take very good care of myself. Here within the next 40 minutes he will be expecting me to bring him his lunch to work like I always have done, but I will not be showing up! I'm just going to pretend like he does, pretend I cared but I forget to care today, I forget to take care of him today, since he has forgotten to take care of me for the past 3 months. So he's about to start receiving his medicine, Dont keep taking care of your man's needs when he never takes care of your needs. Just be as aloof about it as he is, OH I FORGOT, BUT I MEANT WELL, sorry you had to take your lunch feeling forgotten and not cared about! might have to start making your own lunch, doing your own laundry and cooking your own dinner- while I'm working on myself for someone new to appreciate
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we are going on our 3 year anniversary, and I'm already one foot out the door, I have real men who desire to be with me and beg me to call them, ( so I know i still have it) while i'm with the man I love who is no longer interested in making love to me. Firstly I knew he watched porn but I thought it was because he was single, now he watches it for hours per day wanking twice a day. His underwear is always full of seamen as if he's been having a lot of sex, it's GROSS, he even shoots it all over the couch blanket MY COUCH BLANKET, Yet He still calls me pet names, and may reach over to give me a dry kiss but that is as far as it gets. we went from having sex 2 times a day to 2 times a month to now 3 months of no sex. He will be 40 years old in a couple of months, it's sad because I have decided to start pulling myself away, not doing for him the things I use to do to help keep him comfortable from working, he never had to do for himself at home cause I did it all for him, NO MORE. I use to have earth shattering orgasms, any man would be proud of, I take very good care of my private area to ashore it is taught and in excellent shape. But I refuse to live my life being rejected specially when I take very good care of myself. Here within the next 40 minutes he will be expecting me to bring him his lunch to work like I always have done, but I will not be showing up! I'm just going to pretend like he does, pretend I cared but I forget to care today, I forget to take care of him today, since he has forgotten to take care of me for the past 3 months. So he's about to start receiving his medicine, Dont keep taking care of your man's needs when he never takes care of your needs. Just be as aloof about it as he is, OH I FORGOT, BUT I MEANT WELL, sorry you had to take your lunch feeling forgotten and not cared about! might have to start making your own lunch, doing your own laundry and cooking your own dinner- while I'm working on myself for someone new to appreciate
September 21, 2015 - 2:34pmThis Comment
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