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there's no one that i can talk to....all trust has been lost in the house hold. my bf tried to commit suicide in may which set an emotional upset on both of our familes. i was forbidden to have any communication with him, i broke those rules when he started to contact me and we secretly started meeting....when my family found out, everything was taken away(from what they thought). i just don't know....this is really upsetting me...i'm not much of an eater since my schedules are heavily affected mostly by school....there has been one point in time where i missed my period 2 months in a row and my freshman year had to be rushed to the hospital due to having fluid trapped in my tubes which caused sharp pains in my abdomen...all i know is that if i am pregnant, i wouldn't be able to have a child since so much has affected me and life isn't getting better from what i can see....and my body wouldn't be able to handle carrying a child....My bf and i talked about the possibility if i were carrying, we would have to find a way to end it. we are both against abortion, but from the stand points, the baby would be put through a lot and wouldn't be able to make it....i know it's wrong, but my body isn't strong enough right now...physically and emotionally. i know that my bf and i shouldn't have done something we weren't ready for(technically he's of legal age, i am not) but we really do love each other. more than anything in the world and i guess because of our situation, we became desperate. we are still together and plan on being a married couple in the next 6 years. we eventually want to start a family, now just isn't the time...