After the confrontation/talk with #1, things have been cleared up and the confusion has been cleared now. I know where my feelings remain now. I still see some hope with #2 because as a couple minus baggage we do have a strong bond. I think for now, maybe for a couple of months more, I will see where our relationship leads. If not then, I will make a practical decision and end it. For now, I think I will be fine. I am ready to move on from #1 after realizing and accepting today for what it is and that I can never bring the past back. The decisions I had made permanently hurt him and changed him. He has every right to move on and so do I. I have dreams to pursue and changes to make. :) I will be fine! Thanks for being for me during the hardest time of my life!