Oh my god, its been a living hell for me..
I'm only 19 years old, but boyfriends only 20 and we have more sexual problems than a 40 yearold married couple.. we've been together almost a year now, we love eachother more than anything, but its the same story, we used to have sex everyday more than once a day in the first few months, now I'm luck enough to get it once a week, for about 2 or 3 minutes.. I've cried myself to sleep night after night because I feel so ugly and worthless.. we've had severely bad arguments because I'm a very sexual person, I love sex its one of the closest things I can do with my partner, I've tried so hard to explain this, but he gets upset, he tells me sex doesn't matter and I shouldnt need it to be happy, and that all I want him for is sex.. how much that broke my heart to hear him say that I can't even describe in words, he makes me feel like a horrible person because I want to have a sensual intimate thing with him, the man I love with all my heart and soul.. When he rejects me I feel like my whole world is crushed.. like I'm the ugliest woman in the world.. a woman should always be treated like the most beautiful woman in the world in a mans eyes..
Its sad that a woman so young at 19 is denied sexualness from her partner
P.S. I almost always offer to do all the work when he rejects me, I'm the girlfriend that will try anything new, do anything to please my partner, and I'm always open to sex even when I'm in the middle of sleep, with him its a million and one excuses; (too tired, too sick, want to relax, not the right time, I gotta work in the morning.. and it goes on)
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Oh my god, its been a living hell for me..
I'm only 19 years old, but boyfriends only 20 and we have more sexual problems than a 40 yearold married couple.. we've been together almost a year now, we love eachother more than anything, but its the same story, we used to have sex everyday more than once a day in the first few months, now I'm luck enough to get it once a week, for about 2 or 3 minutes.. I've cried myself to sleep night after night because I feel so ugly and worthless.. we've had severely bad arguments because I'm a very sexual person, I love sex its one of the closest things I can do with my partner, I've tried so hard to explain this, but he gets upset, he tells me sex doesn't matter and I shouldnt need it to be happy, and that all I want him for is sex.. how much that broke my heart to hear him say that I can't even describe in words, he makes me feel like a horrible person because I want to have a sensual intimate thing with him, the man I love with all my heart and soul.. When he rejects me I feel like my whole world is crushed.. like I'm the ugliest woman in the world.. a woman should always be treated like the most beautiful woman in the world in a mans eyes..
Its sad that a woman so young at 19 is denied sexualness from her partner
P.S. I almost always offer to do all the work when he rejects me, I'm the girlfriend that will try anything new, do anything to please my partner, and I'm always open to sex even when I'm in the middle of sleep, with him its a million and one excuses; (too tired, too sick, want to relax, not the right time, I gotta work in the morning.. and it goes on)
February 27, 2016 - 2:38pmThis Comment
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