I have been with my boyfriend for almost 2 years now. We are both 29.In the first month we had sex every day, it was passionate and sensual, it was amazing. I felt i was the luckiest girl in the world. He was always complimenting me, holding my hand and cuddling me. It was perfect !
But as time went by, things started to slow down a bit. there is no more affection, i have to beg to have sex, and i always initiate it. My boyfriend doesn't show any affection, i need to ask him for a kiss. a little kiss once a day. I feel worthless and lonely. sometimes i just test him, how many days will he realize we haven't kissed... i gave up after 3 days and told him we haven't kissed in 3 days ! i did not get any reaction from him. Sometimes i just want a big passionate kiss to feel those butterflies inside of me. he always comes up with an excuse not to kiss me like that.
When he agrees to have sex it should be on the bed with light off before going to sleep. i tried initiating new places we could do it (sofa or shower) always go NO for an answer.
I love my boyfriend to death, he is the love of my life and i want this to work between us.
He says i have mental problems because i always want to make love! i cannot be sorry for wanting sex from the person i love. i tried sexy clothing ,i tried dirty talking i tried everything and he thinks i am crazy. I just want his attention. I just want him to want me.
Making love to him makes me closer and i feel the bond we have together. Now i feel it's like a chore for him to make love to me.
I feel ugly, sad, lonely, unwanted, old, unattractive and i feel i am living with a friend not a lover.
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I have been with my boyfriend for almost 2 years now. We are both 29.In the first month we had sex every day, it was passionate and sensual, it was amazing. I felt i was the luckiest girl in the world. He was always complimenting me, holding my hand and cuddling me. It was perfect !
December 27, 2016 - 12:46amBut as time went by, things started to slow down a bit. there is no more affection, i have to beg to have sex, and i always initiate it. My boyfriend doesn't show any affection, i need to ask him for a kiss. a little kiss once a day. I feel worthless and lonely. sometimes i just test him, how many days will he realize we haven't kissed... i gave up after 3 days and told him we haven't kissed in 3 days ! i did not get any reaction from him. Sometimes i just want a big passionate kiss to feel those butterflies inside of me. he always comes up with an excuse not to kiss me like that.
When he agrees to have sex it should be on the bed with light off before going to sleep. i tried initiating new places we could do it (sofa or shower) always go NO for an answer.
I love my boyfriend to death, he is the love of my life and i want this to work between us.
He says i have mental problems because i always want to make love! i cannot be sorry for wanting sex from the person i love. i tried sexy clothing ,i tried dirty talking i tried everything and he thinks i am crazy. I just want his attention. I just want him to want me.
Making love to him makes me closer and i feel the bond we have together. Now i feel it's like a chore for him to make love to me.
I feel ugly, sad, lonely, unwanted, old, unattractive and i feel i am living with a friend not a lover.
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