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I just don't know what to do im sick of running to doctors all the time I went up to see them they are keeping watch on my blood pressure they say they need to know for sure if I need blood pressure tablets I get dizzy I sleep a lot I have lost interest in everything I feel like I should die I have went to a Chinese shop the Chinese man gave me some pills zhi bai di huang wan for my menopause and asked me to get acupuncture but its bit expensive he said this will hep you I haven't seen a phsychiatrist atall just doctors yes I take thyroxine 100mg and im on lanzoprazol for reflux im sick of feeling this way I woke up choking and its pretty scary as I was so tired I get dizziness all the time doctors don't do much yes my dotor did give me citalopram for depression but I haven't took it in ages I stopped taking it don't like taking tablets its bad enough being on the thyroxine and lanzoprazol I stopped taking the lanzoprazol for a day got heartburn when I was choking it hurt coughin felt like I had tasted blood was weird i know i cant go on ike this my oldest son has gf i don't like to bother him my seond son died ages 24 i miss him a lot of stress i have been under lost him in 2011 he still hasn't been rested yet that's been another thing ive had to deal with because of my sons widow and because my son made me his execator on his will he was in the army and was punched and died by a so called friend i have been fighting to get my son home i lost my dad in 2008 to cancer i miss him and i miss my son i have been under a lot of stress too my doctor knows this but i don't like bothering doctors so much i have my aunty and cousins coming to see me i don't tell anyone how i feel im just getting desperate now don't know what else to do