I really try my hardest with my daughter and sometime its very hard and i have to lock myself in my bathroom to have a couple of minuts by myself. I dont get very much sleep and if iam sleeping she will com in and wake me up because she wants me to be awake for her. The bad think about this is iam 48 years old and i dont sleep very good so if i fall a sleep by chance in the afternoon plase leave me alone. Yes i hav tried everything telling her not to wake me up to locking my door but she just knocks on it the only time i can sleep by chance is if my boyfriens comes home but he works twelve hours days an lucky to have a job right now in my home town there is not much work so he is very lucky to have a job and beleave me my boyfriend tries very hard with her and he know that she will be with up for ever and he is ok with that as long as she does her things around the house yees she forgets what to go and i have written them on paper for her but she still has a hard time doing them and me i have had my share of trying to keep it together and sometimes i cant so i lock myself in my bathroom and cry and cry and think to mysel i cant do this anymore but i know that my daugter did not ask to be this way but that is what happen and i have to do what i have to do. Sometimes iam in bed a seven pm because she takes alot of me. Everywhere i go she wants to be with me even if i go to help someone at a thift store she wants to be right with me and that is my time away from her. So i do have a hard time dealig with this i wish it was easier but its not and its not going to get any better i have a long road ahead of me.
Comment Reply
I really try my hardest with my daughter and sometime its very hard and i have to lock myself in my bathroom to have a couple of minuts by myself. I dont get very much sleep and if iam sleeping she will com in and wake me up because she wants me to be awake for her. The bad think about this is iam 48 years old and i dont sleep very good so if i fall a sleep by chance in the afternoon plase leave me alone. Yes i hav tried everything telling her not to wake me up to locking my door but she just knocks on it the only time i can sleep by chance is if my boyfriens comes home but he works twelve hours days an lucky to have a job right now in my home town there is not much work so he is very lucky to have a job and beleave me my boyfriend tries very hard with her and he know that she will be with up for ever and he is ok with that as long as she does her things around the house yees she forgets what to go and i have written them on paper for her but she still has a hard time doing them and me i have had my share of trying to keep it together and sometimes i cant so i lock myself in my bathroom and cry and cry and think to mysel i cant do this anymore but i know that my daugter did not ask to be this way but that is what happen and i have to do what i have to do. Sometimes iam in bed a seven pm because she takes alot of me. Everywhere i go she wants to be with me even if i go to help someone at a thift store she wants to be right with me and that is my time away from her. So i do have a hard time dealig with this i wish it was easier but its not and its not going to get any better i have a long road ahead of me.
December 24, 2009 - 4:24amThis Comment
Reply