Is by far the hardest and overwelming time in our life as a parent. When our lives are suppose to be filled with joy and love instead its filled with darkest and uncertainity. I suffered and am suffering pretty bad with it. All I really want to do is be happy and be there for my son and let him have a happy mummy but its not always possible. The thing I found that was the hardest through out his 9 months of life is having no support. So this is where groups like these will help. Help meet people in simalar situations and have people to talk to who understand and accept you and just to let you know your not alone.