Damn-another night of sleeping with the light on and up late on the computer.
Last night I fell asleep on the couch. When I woke up I was practically naked and confused as to what had happened the night before. I didn’t remember going to bed. Suddenly I heard footsteps walking around inside the house. I listened as they stepped into the bathroom. I was a little frightened because I wasn’t sure who was here, and I still didn’t know why I was practically naked in bed. I called out and it was my friend Michelle that answered! She had come over the night before. Apparently, I was so tired yesterday around 9pm I fell asleep on the couch with my soda and spilled it all over myself. Michelle sent me to my room to change out of my soaked clothes. When I came into the bedroom, I stripped down and just got into bed. It all made sense. I was a little weirded out though by the fact that I didn’t remember anything from the night before…
Back to last night. I was really tired when I went to bed around 11pm, but I stayed up flicking around on the internet. I woke up just a few minutes ago with the light on and my head was tilted almost upside down on the foam back support and my pillow. This is not going to feel very good on my neck and head for the rest of the day. Thank godness I don’t have any early am Cancer Treatment Center appointments. I emailed Dianne for my schedule this week. I know that I do have chemo on Thursday. That sucks because it’s my birthday. I don’t want to be sick the couple of days after my birthday. Wow…I can’t believe I am having another birthday, it seems like I just had one. I can’t believe I am going to be 32. I remember when that number seemed so old to me and I thought I would be married with kids by now. lol. It is strange because my mind in a sense has not progressed past last December. I feel like it is still the holidays from last year. This whole year just flew by with all of the doc appointments and time spent in the hospital. I think I can truly say that I spent most all of 2009 in a hospital bed with 4 back surgeries (verebrowplasty and thorcotomy copectimy), two blood clots, two bouts of pancreatitus, three lung collapse, and thousands of dollars worth of medication.