I cant seem to trust my boyfriend we have been together now for 2yrs and we have a child together and always think his cheating on me, when his not, iv been molested twice when i was 5 by the gardner that worked for us, i never told any one but my sister who never talks about it, and molested again when i was 11 by a so called man of god, my mother use to go to his church and i think she trusted him we stayed in his place once and that was when it happened i told my mother and she said to me it was the work of the devil that the pastor was a good man, my mother always use to blame me that i was the cause of my father not being with here anymore, my father use to cheat on my mother he use to make promises that never was fufilled and the first man i ever feel in love with cheated on me and lied, then i meet the man in my life he is really good to me but i cant controll my self frm not being paranoid that his cheating on me i love him and i want my relationship to work but i dont know how to fix this problem i need help