hi, i am 22, my boyfriend/potential fiancee(havent accepted his proposal yet) is 27 and i was a virgin until 4 days ago, don't really know what came over the both of us. anyways he wanted me to touch him and i did and so he came on my hand, we wiped it out with tissue, after about 20 minutes he tried to get inside me without condom(well i let him try a few times), we didnt have any since i never thought we would have sex before we got married. i always tried to put him into me myself so i could wipe off any ejculate that came out with my hand, and there was always something liquidy there but i always wiped it with my fingers but i also tried to push him in with the same hand.
but well, he didnt get inside cause he said it was too tight and i was hurting, but am so so worried that i might be pregnant, that maybe the sperm could have swam inside me somehow, i feel so bad for having tried that at all, and i ve cried for the past 4days. i need help please!!!!!!!!!! could i be pregnant?? i really cant marry now if i am pregnant, i need to graduate from the university first and thats in 3years.