SO... I AM 24, DIVORCED AND VERY UNHAPPY. CURRENTLY IN A RELATIONSHIP THAT IN MY EYES SEEMS VERY ABBUSIVE. IN A JOB THAT A MONKEY CAN PERFORM, AND I TAKE CARE OF MY AGING PARENTS (BOTH FINANCIALLY AND MENTALLY). I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS SPIRALLING INTO AN ABYSS OF NOTHINGNESS AND OFTEN I FIND MYSELF CRYING MY EYES OUT NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO. I HAVE NO WHERE TO TURN TO AND NO ONE TO SPEAK TO, TO CRY OUT FOR HELP. MY CURRENT BOYFRIEND SEEMS TO THINK THAT EVERYTHING (INCL. FINANCIAL DESICIONS AS WELL AS SEXUAL) IS HIS WAY OR THE HIGHWAY. PART OF ME KNOWS HE'S NO GOOD FOR ME (A VERY SMALL PART) AND THE REST OF ME DOESNT WANT TO LOSE HIM. I DONT KNOW HOW TO ESCAPE... I FEEL MY DIVORCE WAS MY FAULT ENTIRELY ALTHOUGH I HAVE NO FEELINGS FOR HIM. I HAVE NO FRIENDS, IM SOCIALLY AKWARD....ALL THESE SURGES OF EMOTIONS ARE ABSOLUTELY NEW TO ME. NORMALLY IM A HAPPY GO LUCHY TYPE OF GIRL. SHOULD I SEEK A MENTAL HEALTH SPECIALIST OR DOES THIS HAPPEN TO EVERY WOMAN??