In january this year I had to have a termination of pregnancy which i have and am still finding so so so difficult to deal with. My partner is so so so good to me and i just feel so0o0 down all the time about this. As you said it feels weird that I want it more tha n he does. Every morning he has his own little private session in the shower when im in bed.. and that hurts. is that stupid. I just feel like he doesnt want me in that way.. or like im not good enough. I cant talk to him or anyone about this...
I just need someone to talk too. I know he is always tired, butt I once tried to talk to him and said quote" I know you have been really tired lately, nut i think we need to make some more US time.."and...... a week later he got angry about it and that said if someone tells him or a guy to do something that they wont do it.. I just dont get it. I swim am superfit and healthy.. I just would have though he would want me. Its been nearly 6 weeks since our last encounter which wasnt very good... Thats when he got upset with me for bringing it up. OI wish I didnt. But i love him. As i said, he has done so much for me you dont understand... anyway please please no nasty cheating comments i know that is so0o0o NOT true as he is in bed my 8pm.. ha ha. thanks,
Simmone