My boyfriend and I have been together for a year and a half, he has been my only boyfriend and the only person I have been sexual with. I love him to death but about 8 months ago our sex life has had its ups and downs. At the beggining we would have sex some times up to 3 times in one night, even when I didnt want to I would do it not to hurt his ego. As the relationship progressed the sex started to be less and less. I have always tried to keep him interested since day one since I know that men get bored easily and since he admitted that the reason his last relationship didnt work was because they stopped havving sex. Therefore, since the beggining i would send him kinky text msg, researched sex positions, wore lingerie, brought in porn movies and toys. When I initiate sex we have it and I enjoy it and so does he, but he just wont initiate anything. Its been well over six moonths that he does not initiate sex and I feel unnapriciated, unsexy. I dont feel like a woman anymore, I have began wanting to see other men but i love him so much i cant leave him or cheat.
I have to admit the relationship has all the signs that hes bored of me, but everytime i break down and talk about it he tells me he koves me that nothing is wrong. Sometimes his distand and cold, sometimes his loving. I used to get flowers every week its been six months since i last received flowers. we have broken up for this and we get back together. I think his love for me has ended that he is just used to me. he denies it. someone plz help