Its three months since i have been married.But i havnt allowed my husband to penetrate my vagina.I am afraid about the pain and whether i will be able to bear that.I end up with tears each time he tried.And he would postpone seeing my fear.i donno wat to do.Feel like,shouldnt have been married and spoiled his life.i am afraid of physical pain.Even though i havnt had sex ,i use to think of how i am going to carry a baby and bear labor pain.I cant express such fear to anyone.Am i having mental disorder.i think i am not normal.I donno wat to do.