Hi, I am a 30 year old married woman, married for 4 years. Since 3 years, I am facing lot of problems because of my mood swings. The tiniest of reasons can make me very upset and moody for days. It also ends up in a fight with my husband and I would not speak to him for almost a week. My mood swings has caused a rift between me n my in-laws. I get angry extremely fast and almost become violent like speaking absolute nonsense sometimes, insulting my husband in front of others, beating my three year old son etc. Since childhood I have not mingled much with anyone and seeing people makes me nervous n shy. Because of my introvert nature am not able to allow my son to meet other people and other children. I like to be alone and do things alone. I never liked to talk about others or boys or share my feelings with others so I did not have friends after my school days. Now, I practically do not have any friends and feel extremely lonely and have to keep talking to myself. I cannot concentrate or focus in anything and I feel am becoming incompetent. My juniors are fast progressing. I am also having a huge memory problem. In spite of repeated explanations in how to do my work I keep forgetting it (as I find it complicated to understand) and hence I cannot move on. I also feel tired most of the time and feel my life has no meaning at all. My married life is in a devastated stage because of my attitude with my in laws and my fights with my husband. I have thought of divorce many times. I have even thought of suicide many times because I don’t want to spoil my husband’s and son’s life. Somebody please HELP ME…WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME????