I miscarried Feb, 25, 2009 .... and every since whenever someone close to me gets pregnant i just fall apart! Th first person was a younger cousin who got pregnant about 5 months after i miscarried now 2 and a bit year later its my future sister-in-law. She is married and older then I and why shouldnt she! I should have been prepared for this! But for some reason i just want to cry and curl up into a ball. Which silly since im getting married in less then 5 months! I dont want to be pregnant yet! Its just everytime i think about it i get all teary eyed and sad. When will this sadness go away? What can i do to get over these emotions and be happy for her??