Hi I just typed into google what i was lookin for and one of ur stories popped up from October 2009, kind the same thing im goin through, my bf never wants to kiss me properly or have sex,weve been 2gether a year next month (June) i noticed the problem in september i think we started sleeping 2gether in july or august i like 2get 2 no sum1 b4 i do that, but when we were 2gether he didnt really try it on, the 1st 2 times we were gettin it on were great he wud rub my leg and i wud get excited he wud go further up my skirt, and now thats all i think about as i said that happed twice when we 1st got together, months later still nothing its always me tring it on wiv him like ur other story i lie their naked, say sum dirty flirty things, sexy underwear, but 2bh its getting a bit desprate now a couple of months ago he came to bed and didnt try anythin i stated to cry he said it wasnt me that im beautiful and he finds me attractive and he loves me, he always uses different excuses now sayin i have a high sex drive i wud b happy gettin it once a week if i dont try it on wiv him the longest ive waited is 3 wks and yet it was still me tryin it, and now it because i insult him i have banta i call him gay and old thats it i wud never put him down, but ive started to think he is gay and ive even thought mayb it wud b better if he was cheatin that way i wud no, i no he works long hours, and thought mayb that was it that his tired but no matter how tired u are u wud still make the effort, he said he was depressed so took him 2 a walk in clinc were still waiting to hear from them, i cud understand if he was depressed but u wud still want to kiss ur gf properly wudnt u, i get pecks and hugs im sorry but i need more in a relationship than that, we split for a day i thought he had a break down thats when i took him to the clinc, but we kinda sorted it out we kinda had a fight over face book and i told him that i needed more and he needed help we sorted it when i say we sorted it he came to mind and just hugged, recently his like questioning my love for him sayin its more lust i feel for him coz i want sex and to be kissed wiv tounge, but i do love him i just wanna be close wiv him being intimate coz right now i feel his my gay bestfriend and now i dont even no if want to have sex wiv him anymore, i just want him to want me and he doesnt , i dont no what to do, i just want to b wanted by him, this is really hurting me now coz i think i will end up cheating on him or breaking up wiv him which i dont wanna do but i feel so low about it think if a bloke started bein affectionate wiv me, or flirting wiv me or just give me attention i might stray, not intentionally but i feel i dont get that from my bf and i now i dont no if i trust myself out anymore , which to b fair i dont really go out much anyway, but i think i just want the attention now, and now dont think i can b wiv him anymore how much more can i take ive tried wiv him he dont open up much the only way he will say their is a problem is through txt , he is a great bf in other ways brings me flowers now and then, wego out to eat we eat in, we go cinema,he just dont want to b intimate wiv me makes me feel like im askin for sumthing wrong and i dont think u shud ever ask for what im askin for coz i thought it was sumthin u got wiv out havin to ask, but the other thing is his always goin to the gym i mean at least 5 times a wk ive started to get a bit jelouse not that he nows but wish he wud give me half the attention that he puts into the gym.
what can i do, what should i do ive ran out of everything now.