Hi Rosa, thanks for your reply. Appreciate it. Maybe my question was not clear enough. I m a wife. My husband has been trying to penetrate but until now no success for us. He has been blaming me that I m pushing him away each time he tries to penetrate. Maybe I m stronger than him thats why he is not able to control me. Its true. Its very painful each time he tries to penetrate. I have gone for check-ups. Docs gave me bius and then only able to check my vagina. Thank GOD, doc said all in normal condition. Just that I need to be more relax. I tried, but I failed. I do not know how to relax. I thought maybe if I m directed properly by watching sex education videos maybe I would improve. But so difficult to get education sex videos. What I got from net is always porn videos which does not help at all. I do not prefer reading coz I have read a lot but does not understand. I thought of watching who knows it might help. Help me please. Guide me please. Thanks.