It’s a mystery to me how people see me after the more than twenty years since my accident. My injuries most definitely changed me by severely limiting my abilities, but luckily the part of my brain that controls my heart, my feelings, my caring, and my emotions has been strengthened into the one part of my character that I am the most proud of. It’s as if I believe that I wish I was a woman. I can state confidently this is true. I remember I felt this way before my accident, for my entire life I guess, and now because my injury has destroyed my ability to be a man, I feel my life becoming more feminine. I wish that more people knew and would understand. When I'm considered a man, it makes other men uncomfortable because I cannot do any male activities, and I don't want anyone to have to act differently. My emotions, interests, and overall personality are more similar to those of a woman. I wish I could find a woman who would see this as sweet and as something that will pull us closer...