My brief medical history needs to be considered for accurate information to answer my questions regarding my current health. At 30 years old I made the decision to have a complete hysterectomy that would eliminate inheriting ovarian cancer and cervical cancer that HPV can cause. My Dr immediately started HRT and that worked for about 6 years. After a terrifying condition was found. I learned that there's a family history of having hardening of the arteries and that if I wasn't careful it is possible I could lose a limb, or worse, dieing from blood clots if developed close to my lungs, heart, or brain. My Dr's explained that the risks of taking HRT posed TOO high of a threat to my life. Its been 2 years and I've been experiencing symptoms related to menopause. Many symptoms I learned that could explain how I've been thinking and feeling and especially my out of the ordinary hateful behavior. I've noticed some isolation I've been experiencing. I don't want to be around anyone or ever go anywhere. I also am diagnosed with bipolar and boarder line personality disorders with many of the same symptoms. I have taken phych medications since I was 25. I'm ONLY 38!! After my sex drive, thoughts, and desire for ANYTHING sexual recently causing my husband and I constantly fighting and arguing and its our only reason that we do. PLEASE help me !! THANK YOU