For a long time now, everything is so hard. I can't do my homework, I can't go to school without crying, everything is so hard. I feel like no one likes me, and just pretends to, because They're nice. I'm ugly, fat, weak, and awful. I almost don't get any sleep unless if I stay awake a whole night, but still the night after, it's so hard. I always feel sick and tired. I almost gave up my life in the summer 2018. I also moved to a different place for about 2 months ago. Is it normal for an 11 year old to just feel down all the time, get mad over the littlest things, always feel sick and tired, and just cry out of nothing? please help me.