I'm a 29 year old single mother of 2 recently diagnosed with multiple heart conditions. My life has slowly taken a turn for the worse emotionally since my pace maker was put in. June of 2008 I had my third heart surgery and a pace maker implanted, ever since emotionally I'm a whole other person..... My life is so different now and I'm struggling to learn to live with the pace maker. Nothing seems to make it better. I feel like my heart is going to give out any day now. I'm so stressed it's just driving my heart slowly 6 feet under. I want my life back! Before all of these surgeries. I think I suffer from post partum stress disorder due to the surgeries.
I'm sad inside and would love to smile and see the sun again one day. :(