im a first time mom, 25 years old, my daughter is 10 months. before i gave birth to her, i was a loving affectionate woman. I absolutely adored my fiance, and loved making love to him. almost as soon as i gave birth, all of that stopped. I HATE SEX!! I try to force myself too sometimes for his sake, but i feel like i can go the rest of my life without it. when we do have sex, all i can do is wish it would be over. and now i find myself wanting to break down crying afterwards. its not just sex with him either, i cant even masturbate. i have no desire, when i do i feel nothing. i also feel like that loving affectionate person i once was has been replaced by a cold feelingless monster. i feel no emotion. i only feel emotion towards my daughter. its ruining my relationship. IS THIS NORMAL???