I have been with my boyfriend for two years,its my first proper relationship im 22
He loves me loads and has never cheated on me (ive checked up on him loads)
and i adore him, but im constantly worried that he will fall in love with another girl.
He has left his country,his family his job behind and hates living here as he finds it hard to get a job, but he only stays because he couldn't bear to leave me, however, when we go places and i see a beautiful girl nearby, i just know he's going to look and he does, even if he does it a bit discreetly i can still tell.
I hate it when he looks at other girls and when he talks to them and is all friendly with them i panic incase he fancies them or they fancy him.How can I stop being so paranoid?I love him so much.But I get jealous when he gives attention to other women. :( in my ideal world he would just have male friends.whats wrong with me?