I am under the care of a psychiatrist and she has tried me on several anti-depressants, but they only made me worse with bad side effects. I see a counselor and he is trying CBT with me,and I am currently taking Mirtazapine-7.5 mg, at night. I can function without anyone knowing I am depressed, then when I get home alone, I feel so helpless. I am searchjing for answers, and trying to help myself get a handel on my life. Do you have any suggestions?? Please help!