Hi Miss Understood I read your story and thought that it is so wonderful that you are finally taking control of your conditions that you have. It must of been so hard for you at the start though. But you don't need to worry about that now. Have you heard of brain train? you can purchase CD ROM, Nintendo DS at the shops where they sell electrical goods, I even have it on my phone, it is suppose to help broaden the mind it has been very successful with dementia patients it has help their memory by 50% and or even more. The more you train your brain the broader the mind becomes in thinking much clearer than before. I have trouble with my memory due to hit and run accident when I was 9 and also due to Chronic illness with Ulcerative Colitis in 2004 and again in 2005 - 2006. It affected my white blood cells very badly, it depleted the white blood cells to almost none. There was a little bit there and it needed to be replaced promptly. And when it was being replaced it burned like hell it was like fire, but it had to be done. by for now.