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am I wrong?

By August 22, 2012 - 10:05am
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back in feb 2012 I met the most wonderful man I have ever met.he was all the things I ever wanted in a man.I was very honest with him about myself,I was with a paralized man for 15 yrs and didnt have sex.I finally left him because it wasnt a healthy relationship there was alot of mental abuse.I overcame that and left.I had another breif relationship that was based on sex,that ended when I wanted more.I got into another brief relationship it was wonderful he was sweet to me respectful he made love to me and I hadnt had that in so long it was great.5 months in I find out he is a heroin addict.I was so devistated but I did the right thing and said good bye.It was hard but I knew I couldnt make him stop.then I met my love,he was a single man for 8yrs living it up,had a very nice apt.he fell inlove with me.he told me on our 4th date he was gonna marry me.within 2 weeks I had a key to his place and we never left eachothers side.he is romantic sings to me makes up cute songs with my name.brought me around his family nobody else ever did that.he came to all family functions on my side and nobody ever did that.he bought me things ( I dont think that counts but am mentioning it)he took me places I had never been.by march he was staying at my place and still had his apt.we dicided after 5 months our living arrangements were silly so we are renting together,a beautiful home the nicest I have ever had.he told me it would happen and it did.the past 2 months I sex has kind of declined,then he got laid off and we are having problems financially.I am 33 he is 36 I havent had alot of sex in my life and am a very very horny woman.I am very comfortable with my body so is he but now he never wants to have sex and I miss it.he says we have lots of time for that.im so fustrated with him.I feel like he played me,he tricked me,its false advertisement.he is amazing in bed I will not cheat on him but I dont know what to do.the last 2 times we had sex he came in 2 minutes and left me hangin.should I be mad or am I being selfish.I know I have been deprived but I chose that life and waited to change maybe to late.I just feel like Im not pretty and notice I have been seeking male attention,just email or txt and not sex talk,just interaction.I just dont know if this is a deal breaker is it a warning sign I dont know what to do.I wish I could ignore him but I am very affectionate and he sometime thinks Im silly.he tells me he loves me everyday but is it enough?

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