Every time I come home I always think I don't want to go to school or work or hang out with friends. I just want to go home. I wanna be comfortable. I just want to stay in my room and be left alone. I don't feel motivated to do anything. I really just get exhausted from everything that I am doing and just want to be by myself all the time.
I signed myself up for a few things but I regret my decisions. I initially did it to make myself more social and gain new experiences but I just feel like it's a waste of time. I think back to the time I was in high school and I was so motivated, ambitious, and disciplined and now...I've lost all of that completely. I just feel empty. Anything I do feels pointless and being around people is draining.