Me & my guy have been together for 3yrs.Our sex life is SUPER(we both agree). I enjoy pleasing him in EVERY WAY,leaving nothing out.As of a year ago i found out (by mistake because he didnt clear the history) & discovered that he not only does it ALOT,he also pays for an account that he subscribes to. Im all for masterbation as much as he wants but it just confuses me to know how much he does it(up to 3x a day some days).Even more to know that our sex life is pretty awesome,he always makes sure i know he thinks im sexy & wants me all the time.But i must say that im always left so confused/weird, & feeling inadequate to know that hes doing it not even 5mins after we finish a 10min to 2hr session(while im in the shower afterwards).He does it REALLY fast too,which is also weird because he ejaculates every time we have sex so he never fakes it!! I asked him about it once or twice & he swore that he doesn't even think about masturbating unless we've been busy & we jus arnt in the mood for love making. The lies about it to me means hes ashamed of it & they also just adds fuel to the flame that i secretly have about it.I never mentioned it again because the last thing i need is for him to feel ashamed or attacked by something so common.BUT TO ME ITS NOT COMMON ANYMORE BECAUSE HE DOES IT SOOOOO MUCH!So my question is, is there something medically wrong with him or am i really not enough & he just loves me too much to say so? Im afraid that it COULD actually turn into him cheating on me with another woman all in the name of "fantasy chasing". Please help me feel better about all this so that i can stop beating myself up while giving him a silent side eye filled with resentment. thanx.
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