I have dealt with an eating disorder for quite some years. It was never about what was going on, but what was happening in my daily life and how I could somehow control it.
Drinking - I started drinking when I was 18 years old, it started off as fun but now it is a pattern every night for me. I used to be a normal fun drunk, now I just blackout and don't remember what happened.
Please help me figure out what is going on with my inner self