My husband is extremely insecure and completely destroying me from the inside out! I have grown to hate him and am devastated I have done nothing to deserve this life.
He calls me 1000 times a day. He GPS'S my every move. If I don't answer a text in time he accuses me. He accuses me everyday of cheating on him with someone knew. He shows up at my job randomly to check on me. I can never go anywhere or do anything on my own.
God I know this all sounds horrible but at one point I loved him I loved him so much and we built a life together with kids. Don't want to be away from my kids or mess up there norm. They are not affected by his insecurities because I do not allow it I just let him beat me up mentally. I know its awful but I am praying I am not alone and that there is someone out there who has either gone through the same thing or is going through it. I have no one to talk to about it as I don't need people knowing my personal life or judging me:( But I need to know I am not alone!