I have constant pain which has become unbearable.
Just to type is so bad for my back. I have become overwhelmed in trying to sell my home that I took it off the market. I am living by myself, and the lonliness is crushing me. I want to move close to the one child who will return my calls, but loose my health plan if I do. I have found seniors residences that will take me even tho' I'm only 54
I have fractured vertebrae in my neck, mid, and lower back, Complex Regional Pain Syndrome, Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Reflux Gastritis, and as you can well imagine, I am dealing with Depression. I have a doctor who gives me pain meds and antidepressants; but it's at the point that it's not enough. I end up constantly cutting down my meds, trying to detox and fight the weight gain which comes with the meds. Few people know what I am going through, and they don;t understand. Pain is extremely limiting. I can't get out to socialize, and the friends and family get tired of hearing how I am so I have no one to talk to. I've only got two friends who drop in a couple tmes a year