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Missing My Mom on Mother's Day

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It has been almost two years since my mother passed away. It was sudden and unexpected, and many in my family are still trying to accept that she is gone. I think we are all still bewildered.

Last year was the first time since I was a teenager that I did not start planning a week or two beforehand what I was going to do for her on Mother's Day.

The whole Mother's Day present thing started when I was a kid in school. Our teachers would ensure that everyone's moms got a sticky kid-made craft on their special day. As a teenager I tried to come up with gifts that were more original and unique to her.

I made mushroom omelets for Mother's Day lunch and bowls of strawberries and ice cream for dessert. I bought her funky earrings which she loved. I made a purse for her.

When I was a mom myself, we shared our Mother's Day. We lived five minutes away from each other, and her five grandchildren would descend upon her with homemade gifts and cards.

My mother taught me how to be a mom. And I am appreciating, now that I have grandchildren of my own, that she taught me how to be a grandmother. My grandchildren presently are far across the country but we do what we can across the miles.

Her pattern is the one that guides me. Most of what I have learned about how to be nurturing I learned from her. She spent countless hours over my lifetime, listening, talking, laughing, embracing, reassuring. And that's the reason I can do it for others.

She'd mentioned once that she didn't hear her first name much anymore, it was usually Mrs. Harris or Mommy. She was my best friend, and I wanted her to hear her name, so I called her Ila instead of Mom for many years — until I became a mother myself.

When I was in school, sometimes I had lots of friends, other years there was really nobody. But I always had my mom. When no one else could be counted on, I knew my mother would always be there for me.

I'd storm home after a lousy day at high school and dump my textbooks on the hall table. I'd flounce down in a chair in the living room, where she would be more or less waiting for me. And I'd launch into what a crappy day I'd had.

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What a beautiful tribute to a special lady and a special relationship. She was lucky to have you, too, Jody. Happy mother's day from another woman who lost her mom nearly 2 years ago. I miss her so...

May 7, 2015 - 3:54pm
HERWriter (reply to Anonymous)

Thank you for your encouraging words. I hope Mother's Day is kind to you this year.

May 7, 2015 - 4:18pm

'thanks Jody!! Same to you and yours!!!

May 6, 2015 - 9:41am

Thanks cuz.:)

I hope your Mother's Day is happy and fulfilling.


May 5, 2015 - 2:19pm

What a great article Jody, as well as a beautiful tribute to your Mom and the unique and wonderful lady that she was! She had that special knack of creating such wonderful and unique relationships with family......you and your brothers and your families, her siblings and each of her nieces and nephews and our families.....and those she called "friend". We all truly were blessed to have her in our lives!

This year, as I face another Mother's Day without Mom and Ila as a part of my day to day life, there will definitely once again be an acknowledgement of the void in my life without these 2 special ladies, who were not only sisters-in-law, but best friends, and who enjoyed so many shenanigans together throughout the years! My day will have a certain emptiness in it, to not be able to call them and wish both of them a very "Happy Mother's Day!". Although Ila and I always shared a very special bond, it only grew stronger after my own Mom died back in 1977. For all those years after my Mom died, and before Ila died 2 years ago, all the times that you want/need to reach out to someone special who truly "knows and understands" you, Ila was always there for me! So, I will be thinking of you and your entire family as well that day, and I will be thankful that we all have such wonderful memories to cherish of the special lady we all loved so very, very much!

Happy Mother's Day Ila and to you as well Jody!! ((HUGS)) cuz!!

May 5, 2015 - 12:11pm
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