i went to the docters and the docters nurse asked me if i had any body in my family that was biepoler and i said yes they asked me if i was biepoler and i said no i don't think so. i just had a baby. at that time he was only 1 month old she said ok. my docter then came in and said from what i have noticed, you ARE BIEPOLER, lets put you on medication to see if it helps. and trusting what she said i said ok, but i don't think i am i think its just postpartum because my son is only a month old but i don't know because i didn't get it with my first son. i went home tried it and what MILIGRAM i was on was helping,so i went back to the docter to tell her it was helping. she said ok so lets go to the next step. i said ok if we must. so i went home tried it for a while and it was to much so i put my self back down to the miligram that i was on to be gin with, i went to the docter to tell them what happen and TO MY SURPRISE SHE DIDN'T PUT IT IN THE COMPUTER OF WHAT SHE TOLD ME TO DO. SO YES I FLIPPED OUT, AND TOLD MY DOCTER WHEN SHE PERSCRIBES HER PATIONTS MEDICATION, TO DO HER JOB AND RECORD IT IN THE COMPUTER. I TOLD HER I AM NOT TAKEING THIS MEDICATION NO MORE. GIVE ME PROOF THAT I AM BIEPOLER LIKE SHE SAID AND IF I NEED TO, THEN I WILL TAKE THE MEDS, BUT UNTIL I GET PROOF, IM NOT TAKEING IT. she got mad called some one from family suport ON ME. she TOLD her "SHE NEEDED TO COME CHECK ON MY SON BECAUSE I AM BIEPOLER AND CAN'T TAKE CARE OF MY SON, THAT HE IS IN HARMS WAY " WHICH IS UNTRUE. WHEN the family suport lady CAME TO MY HOUSE she SEEN HOW NEAT MY HOUSE WAS AND SEEN THAT MY SON WAS happy. she gave me a piece of paper to say that she did come out to the house. which i thaught. but the thing is when she gave me the paper I TOLD HER THAT I COULD NOT READ IT BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE MY READING GLASSES AT THE TIME. SHE SAID THATS FINE JUST SIGN YOU'RE NAME AND DENIE IT. SO I DID, TRUSTING HER, MY MISTAKE. NEXT WEEK I GET ANOTHER NOCK AT MY DOOR IT ISCPS,( CHILDREN SERVICES) THEY TOLD ME THEY WANTED TO SEE MY SON AND I ASKED WHAT IT WAS ABOUT AND THEY SAID THEY RECIVED A CALL FROM THE FAMILY SUPPORT LADY, AND SHE TOLD THEM THAT I WOULD NOT LET HER IN MY HOME OR SEE MY SON WHICH IS AGAIN UNTRUE. SHE DID COME IN MY HOME AND SEE MY SON THAT HE WAS GREAT AND MY HOME WAS GREAT. SHE ASKED WHY I SIGHNED MY NAME AND DENIED IT AND I EXPLAIND TO THEM I COULDN'T READ THE PAPER THAT SHE GAVE ME, SO SHE TOLD ME TO DO IT. I FIGURED I SIGHNED MY NAME AND DENIED IT SAYING: I DENIED THE COMPLAINT, THE PHONE CALL. BUT APPARITLY THATS NOT WHAT IT WAS. SO NOW I HAFE TO GET A MENTAL HEALTH EVALUATION TO SEE IF I AM DEALING WITH POSTPARTUM / BIEPOLER I STILL THINK ITS POSTPARTUM WHAT DO YOU THINK. IM GETTING READY TO MOVE BUT THEY WON'T LET ME GET OUT OF WASHINGTON TO GO TO GORGIA TO BE WITH MY OLDER SON AND START SCHOOL TO FINNISH MY CULINNARY SCHOOLING UNTIL I GET THIS EVALUATION DONE. WHITCH IS FINE BUT MY DELEMA IS, I CAN'T FIND A PLACE IN TACOMA / LAKEWOOD AREA THAT WILL EXEPT DSHS MEDICAIDE. CAN YOU HELP ME SO ME AND MY SON CAN MOVE ON WITH OUR LIVES AND BE HAPPY AGAIN AND GET CPS OFF OUR BACK SIDE. IN DESPRITE NEED OF HELP FROM A VERY EARITATED MOM.