I was in a relationship for 2 years with a boy, say A.
I broke up with him because I didn't feel that way about him anymore and we were fighting a lot!
He was heartbroken because he did not see the break up coming.
Last I knew, he was not over me.
I told him I'll help him with it and everything!
My best girl friend, say B has been in a relationship with her bf for 4 years now! They have been having problems lately and they have been fighting a lot! But they are together as of now.
She told me that she likes having him around and how he takes care of her. She told me that he'll call her anytime and remind her of the things that have to be brought to school the next day, how he arrives at her place anytime!
And how they spend time!
She also told me that she thinks he feels that way about her too.
It was only after that, that I started noticing them both behave like that!
I dont think though that he likes her like that, but there definitely is something!
I realised that I was insecure, I dont know about what!
I mean, I wanted him to get over me because I had caused him so much pain but seeing him move on with my best friend who happens to have a bf!?
I cant say somethng against it because then I will be the jealous ex gf; and I cant say something in its favour because then B has a bf and well, it would be weird to be okay with it! And I am NOT!
There is this another feeling of helplessness where I feel that I had my chance and I have no right over him now!
We were close even after the breakup, but now its different!
How can I ask him about it when its not my place?
And there is nothing I can say to my best friend! She'll think that I am not ready to let go, that I want A to be stuck on me!
Trust me I dont!
But A getting close with B is not acceptable to me. I know I cannot be judgemental about either of them, after what I have done, but I just cant let THIS go! It is so weird being in their presence, seeing her talk to him all cutely.
Out of all the boys in the world, why my ex? And that too she is more of my SISTER!
Its weird. Period.
I AM FREAKING OUT!
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