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U bulimia started iny early 20s i now going on54! I feel I have not had a moments respite and want to finally find some peace within myself. Can u help by askinge some questions to try and untangle where this all startedPLEASE

By Anonymous July 14, 2015 - 12:48am
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I constantly feel like a fearful child inside. Decision making is virtually impossible so I just go with the flow and hateyself for it. I try and have some control of what I do by taking different jobs which forces me to get out of the house and interact with different people but at the end of the day. I still stay the same. It doesn't help when coming home. I have a hard working partner who shows he cares by the things he does. But the flip side he doesn't talk much unless prompted by questions. Critisises and is verbally abusive. Making sure the kids can hear. They in turn repeat some of the things he sais so I try and stay quiet but that's not living when u can't have a say in your child's upbringing without being put down. Please feel free to probe coz I want to stop this constant plea for help. It's wearing me out!

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Susan. Thank u my username is mila. By way of talking to u people I am using this asy therapy things like rejection mot feeling special to anybody spiteful etc. I guess it all started when I left home to study languages abroad. I wasn't particularly interested in study but it was a means of getting away from family. ? I found a bedsit and bece anorexic. When I returned home of course I felt my parents were more proud of me coz of lost weight and she actually paide some attention. I had admirers and felt euphoric. It was when I moved away to London and had to fend for.myself that I discovered bulimia. I got into relationships with the wrong people and always hankered for home andissed my parents but I couldn't let on that I was desperately unhappy and they never said to come home either. I'll have to stop there for now. Got things to do. Feel free to probe and ask questions as a therapist does. So u can get an honest picture of who I am. I keep busy but noatter what o do or where I am I feel tormented

July 14, 2015 - 6:23am
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